Enjoying her company...

Wednesday 26 June 2013


My sleep got disturbed by some noises. I opened my eyes. My cousin was trying to unscrew something. I wiped my eyes to have clear vision.

“Oh sorry to wake you up. I need your hard disc to backup my data from my office pc. “ he said wiping his sweat from his forehead.

“ oh ok ok no issues take it” I said and went back to sleep. Oh noo wait if my cousin takes my hard disc how can I operate my system. How can I talk with her. I sprang out my bed. Even before I get of my door, my cousin’s cab sped away.

Only one thought was beaming around in my head. 

“ HOW WILL I CHAT WITH HER NOW???? “

Took bath and came out of my room. Dad had left for his office and mom was busy with kitchen works. i surfed the t.v channels. All the news channels were busy with their “ Breaking News” scrolling. The rest channels were filled with Saas- Bahu soaps. ( one thing about these daily serials, what ever be the time, irrespective of day and night, all the casting will be in party wear with huge makeup even when they wakeup from sleep. Women watch these soaps only for the costumes the actress wear.)

Mom served me the breakfast.  Every mom is the best cook in the world. The food was delicious.

I was back surfing channels. And damn time was not passing. Mom finished her work, came and sat beside me. She read my mood and was asking the reason behind it. Later to change the topic, we talked about various things but any discussion with parents comes to studies or career. She was asking my future plans. I said that I would be appearing for Gate exam and will start the preparation in few days.

In order to kill time, I started my preparation. I dusted my all in one. The book was almost new.  For some time my brain was occupied with the formulae of finite element method. Each formula acted as a sleeping pill. Soon I slept making my all in one as my pillow. My mobile beeps woke me up. It was she.

“ hi where are u?”

“ why r u not online? Are u busy or outside?

I told her that cousin took my drive so cant access computer. (I exceeded my monthly limit of net in phone so I had no choice than messaging her.)

“ oh that’s too bad. Wait I have a way. Lets chat on phone” she said.

I too was about to ask the same but I was unable to ask.

This idea of her made my days more beautiful. Our phones never rested. Right from morning to mid nights we continuously spoke. All the chats helped us to know more things about each other in depth. And opinions matched 99% on any issue.

The TRAI has put a check to our happiness.

“ Only 100 SMS per day to any network. Rule comes under act from mid-night”

Indian Govt. never want to see us happy. This news created waves in youth. They used social networking sites to wage war on this issue and they won. Now the SMS limit was extended to 200 per day. Rest of the nation might have left happy but not me. Immediately I called my brother to take back my drive. He gave a negative news in a cool way saying that the drive was with his friend and I won’t get it for a week.

          200 sms were not enough for us per day. Infact in 2 hours, we crossed the daily limit. As mine was post paid I dint had a problem. But she switched from mobile to waytosms.com, 160sms.com  etc., etc., msg sited in order to chat with me.  And at the end of the day, one call was mandatory and it would last for minimum one hour. I thanked my brother for taking my drive J.

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On the 9th day evening, I got my drive back. I installed it and logged into gmail. She was happy coz now there is no need for her to switch to different msg sites.

“Hi, welcome back to gmail. Now I can relax” she said.

“ hey, will be back after meeting” and she left. I was busy scanning my drive. I lost no content. It was fine. She came back from her meeting with a bad news.

“ I just a call from pune. I will be having my final round tonite. Fingers crossed”

I was silent was a minute. I was not knowing how to react.

“oh grt. All the best” said I and felt the chat saying I have some work. My mood got disturbed. She too was busy preparing for the exam. In between she messaged me as she was tensed about the interview. I was halfheartedly encouraging her.

After 1.30am I got the message from her.

“ Didn’t cleared the interview” L

“ Oh no! happens. Don’t take it to heart. Better luck next time.. you may get better job than this one.” Said i.

“ Hmm. Yeah. A bit sad. Going for a break. Will chat later”

 I pretended to feel sorry for her. But inside I was happy. Some times we need to be selfish. She came back but still she was gloomy.

“ You still look sad. That was not the last job on planet. Chill.” I poked her.

“its not about the interview. One guy is being back of me. He says he loves me and wants to marry me.”

What the F*UK!!!!!!!!

“ Who is that guy” I asked. My blood was gushing.

“ Praneeth.(name changed ).He was my colleague  in previous office. Now he says that he wants to marry me. And he about to bring his parents to my home. I don’t like him at all. He knows about my breakup. Not knowing what to do” she said in helpless tone.

I was in a state mixed of anger and jealous. Unknowingly I was being possessive about her.

“ then say the same thing that u don’t like him.” I said suppressing my anger.

“ I said it but insisting me continuously in mails and facebook. He has become a big headache to me now a days”

Now she was loosing her coolness. So I changed the topic to job vacancies. She helped me out with some interview tips and FAQs. We spoke the whole night till her shift ends. Even though am jobless I do night shifts. We continued our sms conversation all the day. When she is at home we sms’ed each other. When she reaches office we switch to gtalk. 

                                                to be continued...

Missed her for 132 hours.....

Wednesday 5 June 2013




 10/11/11

 

I placed my shoes in shoe stand and entered into home. Mom and dad looked at me with a disbelief. I left in the morning to the temple with my bro. he made me to visit each and every temple located around 8 kilometer radius. My forehead was covered by various types of vermilions. My legs were paining after making hundreds of rounds around the idols. I want to sleep like dead to recharge my energy. My mom started laughing looking at my attire. Am a atheist with vermilion on my forehead. I dumped 8 half broken coconuts on the table and left to my room. i slept for 14 hours.

I woke up  next day and attended my class. This time I was given the drawing of crankshaft, cam shaft. Am sure in next few days, I will be asked to draw total parts of car. I came back home after my class.

My dad was busy with his research on hindu newspaper. My mom was in kitchen. I identified by the grinder sound coming from kitchen. And my bro in his room with a heap of books. His exams were nearing. I changed myself and came out for a casual chat. After you finish your studies, no you cant have a casual chat with your parents.

‘ There are internship openings in B*EL. Have you applied for it.’

‘No, I will do it. I need to get the form,’ I said surfing tv channels.

‘I brought a form, fill it and apply it in HRD office tomorrow,’ he took out form from his back and handed it to me.

I came back to my room in order to avoid further discussion about my job. I logged into gmail. Greshma’s status was “ in meeting leave a msg at my desk”. I flipped the form, I filled it and kept aside. For the next few hours, I kept busy drawing random engine parts. After that watched a movie to kill time. Just before the climax, a msg popped up.

‘ hey hi, just came from meeting. The clients are horrible. Need to spoon feed them everything.

‘hmm.. that’s what your are paid for,’ I said to irritate her more.

‘apart from pay, I get some awards for my work. Today I got Associate Of The Month award J,’

‘wow congrats,’

‘not only award, appraisal is also on the way,’ she said with a pose,’

‘woww congrats, so you owe me 2 treats,’

‘wait, I have another last one for you… u knw frm today i erased him cmpltly frm my mind J J,’ she said in conclusive tone.

‘this is a great news. So total 3 treats’ I said in delight.

‘This is just because of you. I owe u a lottt. Every one is happy now. Even my parents are glad to see me happy. This is just because of you.,’

‘Hey, don’t be so emotional. I just stood beside you. Its you who gave your best in everything.’

‘ You are so down to earth. This I what I love in you,’

‘you are welcome,’

J my friends has planned a trip to tirupathi. I want you to join us. The trip is for 5 days and it would be fun if u too join us,’

‘no I said instantly,’ a trip with her friends that too with girls. No way. I would prefer going to Mars than going out with girls.

‘ yeah I expected this answer. I know you are scared of girls but I will be with you so no need to panic. She said trying to convince me. but I was adamant.

The next day she left for her trip. I bid her bye. I left for my class. Engineering subjects can give you best ever hangover when compared to alcohol.  In addition to it, my dad satsang on my career gave me mental trauma. Days were too boring. No greshma no chat. No power during day time. ( in Andhra Pradesh we celebrate “Earth hour” for every 4 hours).

After 132 hours, she was back online.

“hi how are you. I missed you a lot” these were her first words after 132 hours. Atlast I have some girl who miss my company.

“I too missed u a lot. It was like survival in desert with out having a talk with you.,’ I opened up.

J no need to worry now am back,”

“ so how was your trip”

“ was good. the climate was too good. we enjoyed a lot”

“ so what else”

“ I got a call from a company. I got short listed for a job”

“ oh that’s great so when is the interview”

“ I have a final telephonic round. And job posting is in Pune”

Her last word took away my smile. Soon she gonna leave.

“ oh ya congrats. And all the best ok I have some work you carry on,’ I lied to her.

I took off my headset and starting thinking why am feeling that I will be missing something. Wait am I over reacting? What If she gets a job. If she makes it, that means no mid night chats, no fun in short n life. in the godly hour am fighting with my conscience when the whole world is slept. In heart I was praying that she should get job. The next moment I prayed she should fail in last round.

                                                                                                to be continued...