My Love Story.. in fact, my Girl's first love story.

 

I was enjoying my holidays. And my dad was not happy with it.  

‘So you completed your engineering. What is your future plan,’ he asked. I was having my dinner. The only time am available to for a talk. My mom was also expecting a answer for it.

‘Am no more interested in studies. I prefer job,’ I said head lowered.

            ‘ Then why can’t you join some mechanical course. Already you wasted enough time. ( the enough time I wasted was 20 days )

            ‘ Its your life and take a decision soon,’ dad said in a soothing tone. As every other parent, my dad worried about my career.

            This was the first time my dad was asking me about my career and my plans. He never asked me to study or he never asked me about my academics. The reason was am a bright student from childhood. I never gave a thought of future and career. Dad’s words made a impact on me. I was awake all the night to plan my career. My dream was to become a director. Want to work as assistant director and learn direction. I wanted to learn visual effects course.

            ‘I decided to learn visual effects course dad,’ I said while having breakfast. Mom was confused and Dad was double confused.

            ‘Visual effects.! The movie animation and all… am I right,’ dad asked to conform what I meant.

            ‘Yes, I said in a firm tone.

‘So you decided your career. Are you sure about placements in that field?’

‘Yeah dad, am interested in movie field. Am sure of my decision,’ I said in confident tone.

            ‘Well then, all the very best,’ he said and left for his office. My mom was still in confusion. Her confusion was genuine coz my decision was just like to join a pharmaceutical company with a B.tech degree. I smiled and left in search of institute.

I was standing outside a famous visual effects institution of Hyderabad. It was a 3 storied building with a wide name board. The same name which appears in every tollywood movie credits list.

‘ Welcome sir, how can I help u’? asked the receptionist.

‘ Hi, this is kushal. I want to learn visual effects. Came to know the full details and fee structure.’

‘Sure sir, just a minute’

After 300 seconds, ‘ Here are the details Sir and here is the fee structure,’ she gave me two different papers.

I went through the details. It was 14 months course with placement assistance. Later I checked the fee structure. The fee was about 2 lakhs. I din’t expect such amount.

‘ Can we pay it in installments,’ I asked in dry tone.

‘ Yes sir, you can pay the fee in 5 installments and if you pay the whole fee at once, you get a discount of 5%.

I calmly came out of the institute. My dream cost was 2 lakhs. I came home, locked myself. I sat down to analyze the situation. Dad will be ready to pay the amount but he has paid enough for my engineering. So I decided not get a job first, earn money and later join the course. I felt it was a wise decision. And I told the same to mom & dad. They were happy with my decision. I want to share this with greshma. I pinged her but there was no reply. I changed and came back.

‘ Sorry, busy with relatives. Would chat with u later,’ she left a message. For the whole day he was busy. I cursed her relatives. I too was busy for next few days in search of job. But in vain, there were no vacancies.

I logged into gmail. There was a message from her ‘ Need to tell u something very imp’. She was offline. So I thought to update my resume in job sites.

            ‘Where have u gone all these days? A message from her popped. I said about everything. She was happy with my decision. And promised to help me out to get a job soon.

            ‘You had something important to share. What is it,’ I asked.

            ‘Am in LOVE,’

‘What’ I said infact it was W-H-A-T.

‘Yes, he is my officemate. His name is varun( name changed). He had a crush on me from many days. So I too accepted him and proposed him. and he accepted.’

‘Wow!! That’s amazing. Atlast u have succeeded to get boy.’

‘ Yeah, but there is an another thing. the boy loved a girl but they brokeup.’

Filmi twist. I saw such things only on 70mm screen.

‘That girl is a physco. I know her. Still she is being back of him,’

‘Oh! I said not knowing what to say.

‘ But varun is a nice guy. He said everything openly. That’s what I liked in him.’

‘Ok then, I have to leave. See you.’ And she left for her office.

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‘ I have told everything to my parents and my brother.,’ she said.

Another W-H-A-T from me.

‘ I respect my parents. So I told them everything. Now I have two problems one is love marriage another one inter caste boy.

Another filmi scene.

‘ Am tensed. I called dad and clarified everything. Now have to wait for their answer.’

‘Chill out. These are quite common issues in love. Am sure ur parents agree,’ I said to relieve her from tension.

‘Wait there is another major issue. Varun’s parents are damn strict. He is not sure whether  they will agree or not. Next week he is leaving for his hometown. He said he will disclose everything to his parents.’ Greshma said.

I stood by her and gave moral support. I could see her tension building minute by minute.

            In mean time, they become too close. You people can imagine what people do in first stage of love. They went out for outing, watched movies, made plans to convince their parents. Had lunch, dinner with each other I n their office. Romantic chats in their break time. Etc., etc.,

She shared everything with me. How he cared her. What promises he made. Etc., etc., By her words, I was sure the guy was hesitating to continue his relation. Greshma’s position was getting worse everyday. Poor girl she was unable to manage the situation. Their relationship was lacking commitment.

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A week passed. I spent the whole week encouraging her, consoling her.

‘ My dad said no to varun,’ she said.

 And I expected this long ago. Am seeing this since black & white days.

‘ Am on hunger strike. Said that I won’t eat until they say yes.’

This impressed me a lot. Because I have seen girls change their opinions & decisions according to the situation. Am saying with my experience. I have seen such girls in my college. But this girl is different from other girls. She is fighting for her love.

For the next 2 weeks, she was not available for chat. I guessed something was going wrong. I guessed a no from boy’s side too.

I was right. ‘ They said no to me in varun’s home. And their parents threatened him that they would die if at all he marry her against their wish.’ She said sobbing.

            ‘I want him. Am ready to do anything for him. Now he is avoiding me. He had done everything apart from sex with his ex, but I still accept him.’ for the first time am hearing the ‘S’ word from a girl. This girl is surprise package.

            ‘Tomorrow we complete 1 month of love. I have written a poem on it,’ she shared it to me. With the touch of love every idiot becomes a poet. The poem was too good. To change her mood I diverted the topic towards her collage days. She shared how they flunked their collage on a movie release day, Her friends love affairs etc., etc.,. some one said the world is round. Yes, its true. We came back to the same topic of love.

‘ Am sending his pics. Tell me how do we in a pair. Sent.’

Even Before I open the attachment,

            ‘ how is he?’

            ‘how do we look in a pair?’

            ‘What’s ur opinion?’ her questions occupied my screen.

I took a look at his picture. He was wearing a tee with blue jeans. His office tag around his neck. He might me around 5’9”. No one would believe he has done everything except sex.

            ‘Not bad, he looks ok. And u make a grt pair,’ I replied to make her happy.

‘Really. Oh thanks a lot dear,’ she was extremely happy for that moment.

Her mood got some what better. ‘So what about your job search? In which companies have you applied ,’ she asked.

I gave list of companies for which I applied and also told her my plan to join cad designing classes. She too gave some companies list where she knows some people working in them.

‘ So what else,’

‘I drank today so feeling a bit tipsy.’ I replied.

After my break up, I asked my friends what a love failure person does. 9 out 10 gave one answer “ alcohol”. Since then, I started consuming alcohol. It works, alcohol may not solve your problem but it helps you to forget your problem for a while. Expect Greshma, no one else know about this.

‘u r the 1st person in my lyf with whom am talking who has drunken J,’ she replied.

‘And you’re the first girl whom am taking when am drunk J,’

We exchanged smiles and left the chat.

I joined Autocad classes. I heard there are good openings in designing side. The classes took my whole day. 3 ours of class and 2 hours of lab. I never done any autocad drawing in my 4^th year. Infact we dint had cad lab. And on cad external exam I was asked to draw a machine part on a white paper. So it was difficult task for me to understand the basic tools and their shortcut keys.

For few more days I was busy applying for my degree. And other house hold works. Being the elder son, you have to take some responsibilities or you will be assigned with some responsibilities. But all this time I was thinking about Greshma. Kind of addicted to her. i kept myself in invisible mode so that I don’t get any messages from my other friends while chatting with her. Strange but true.

‘ Hi how r u these days,’ I pinged her.

‘Hi, am ok. Fine.,’ the word fine from a girl has thousand worries.

‘Are u ok,?

‘ No, am not. That idiot is ignoring me. I loved him so much. He is not replying to my messages. Not answering my calls. Now he don’t want me. Am a fool to run behind him. am losing myself. He don’t love me as much I love him. he promised to talk to his parents and convince them. But never did that. Now am fool for trusting such a person.’

She treasured all her agony and poured down at once. Of course, am the only guy who she can share everything. No one of her friends nor her officemates know about her love affair.

She even forwarded varun’s ex gf pic to me. ‘ See am I not beautiful than her. (female phobia). And that idiot is still in contact with her. And talking with her. He lied. He is liar,’ she said in verge of tears.

            ‘He said lets break up, I cant convince my parents. And I think am not the right guy for you.,’ she added.

            ‘No you are damn beautiful than that air hostess. Varun will regret if he lose you,’ I said to console her. but it dint worked. They have decided for a break up.

Another flop story. In fact I was seeing another kushal, crying for love. i have to do something for my best friend. But what can I do… I will make her realize her value n make her feel that guy is not of her worth. I called her. she was crying like a baby. And tomorrow was their official break up day.

                                                                                                                 To be continued...

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